(Source: anastasiastacybaby, via icansavemymoneybutitcantsaveme)
Wtf. No thanks.
My mom came into my room tonight after we went out to dinner and said that when they went into their bedroom my dad said how beautiful I’ve become, and my mom agreed. She said I really have turned into a stunning young woman, drop dead gorgeous.
But how can be any of that be true when I can’t look at myself without hating who I am even more.
What I see in my reflection must be different than anyone else. Ive never been good enough. I’m always second best.
I know it’s irreversible but oh how I wish I could put you under my spell again. My first love. You’ll always have my heart.
I’m looking for love in all the wrong places